Okey-dokey Mom

  There is no place today that I would rather be than in my own mind. I have so many thoughts circling that I feel like its time for spring cleaning. Out with the thoughts of old and in with thoughts fresh and new. The baggage is getting heavy and maybe if I just set it down a minute, I can think a little clearer.     There is nothing more that I would like than for it to be my day off already so I can get moving on my ever-growing to do list. I am going to take a blatant hint and also get some mental health work.   I will Cultivate Quiet Time. I’ll plan some alone time to take an internal inventory and identify what has been cluttering my heart and mind. ... I will jot It in a Journal. ... I will give Up a Grudge. ... I will offer an Apology. ... that’s a tough one… I will Forgive my Faults. ... I will Tell My Truth.   These were handy google results for mental health spring cleaning on 6 Ways to Spring Clean Your Mind - Sharecare ...

Perseverance....despite the drought ... symbolic of my personality? Maybe so. i pursue because i must.

Taking a break for some random thoughts.. I have only 5 minutes. I am complicated. I am confused and i cant stop going over the things in my head from the last 5 minutes, 5 hours, 5 days, 5 weeks, the last 5 months or even the last 5 years.  It's Tuesday and i feel good - but pressured.Tomorrow is an unknown - busy, crazy, loaded with work- who knows!  After tomorrow I have a day off that is already spent with appointments and to do lists. It's a never ending cycle - Life is complicated that way. so why stress it right?  Friday is payday and i think of how I want to spend and treat myself, do for my family, spoil my kids, and just take a long hot bath with new bubble bath. I'm always wishing i was somewhere else than where i am doing anything else than what im doing so I can never relax in the bath either. I am spoiled with so much and yet I can't stop wanting to do more, see more, feel more and well just wanting more. I have these plans you see for every instance of ti...